Most of my life has not been that interesting, it hasn't warranted any special news report about how great or terrible it is. So far I've just been trying to live my life with what I've been given. At times it's been a lot. I have the luck to have been blessed with a mother who would turn the world backward to help me if she didn't believe in the laws of physics. I've also been cursed without a father, but I haven't minded that much.
It's been a series of a lot of gives and a few takes every now and then. From when I was very young I was forced to feel and be a lot older than my body was. I did not have the advantage of a long learning curve because I needed to make the right decisions then, and now. I haven't regretted any of it, it's done me justice in a lot of areas but it's hard to not feel alienated from my peers who haven't lived the same life that I've had to. All in all I can't say that I have the means to ask for anything more than I have, so all I want to do is give.
"From when I was very young I was forced to feel and be a lot older than my body was."
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